Monday, May 4, 2009

Too Much

4 classes, while working and attempting to be an intern is too much shit going on at one time to stay sane.

I think that's maybe part of the reason that I have been such a poor communicator in my relationship lately. It's like this general sense of being overwhelmed spills over into my personal life and I have a hard time separating eveything into neat little piles. This is the pile where you are overwhelmed by school and this is the pile where you love your boyfriend and you want to have a happy weekend with him without making all of these little conflicts out of nothing. If you saw my room right now, you'd see all the piles are pretty jumbled, and such is my life at the moment. (This kicker this weekend was really bad PMS)

Anyway I have things to look forward to.
1. Concert with D this weekend
2. Two concerts with Jare in like two weeks
3. Going home to see my family
4. and Summer Semester in Europe.

So if the next 4 weeks if a blur because of school I guess I am just going to suck it up and roll with the punches and hope that I keep my piles a bit more organized on the weekends so I am not so bitchy and conflict causing.


Moore Musings said...

1. what concerts?
2. Tuesday nights are open now, dinner soon? (can there be a bri pile before I leave?)
3. you are awwwwesome. :)

Kathryn Quick said...

Hang in there. You'll be fine. And it's okay to be short-tempered sometimes with loved ones. It's inevitable, and it's okay. The bad feelings that come with it can be the first way that you notice that you need to slow down or chill out, and that's a message we all sometimes need to get. now if you're short-tempered, unhappy, and prickly with each other often or for a long time, that's another matter, but that doesn't seem to be the case. I'm sending good vibes in your direction. K