I've been praying, meditating, and sending positive thoughts out there for several months. In general I am meditating and allowing myself to be in a place where everything works out and all of the answers come to us.
Last week I broke down a little bit, because I felt like all that peace was just shattering and I needed to mourn that a little bit. I mean, I never felt divine confirmation that things would work out- but within myself I felt a sort of confirmation that I would come to peace with whatever the future holds.
So maybe what it supposed to happen doesn't look like what we thought it would. Maybe I just need to way, and stay resolved to the fact that I will seek peace in all situations that are given. And in the end perhaps we'll find our purpose or see some sort of overarching logic over the things that are happening (or aren't) right now.
But I don't think that makes it all that much easier at the present.
Send light please.